HELLO-GOODBYE
Flower means simplicity.
and it's you that I desire.
SHOUT OUT LOUD
Why everything I do don't seems to go right? I tried to salvage it. I did alot of stuff that I normally won't. I really feel very terrible. It's like I'm so useless. Whatever I do, you just can't seemed to forgive me? What should I do? It's hurting me very badly.
I just dont wanna lose you.
Screwed Chinese :D
I think I'm prepared to re-take MT next year. Oh well, though I don't really want to, Chinese periods are LONG and TEDIOUS and BORING and the list goes on...
Lessons are ending and study breaks are coming D: I hate study breaks. Yes. It makes me lose my momentum to study once I take a break. I don't like this.
I miss you.
6 Nov marks the end of PW :DD Great great!
Finally got back my charger which I left in school on Friday and I can FINALLY use my laptop after isolating it for 3 days. Imagine without the computer for 3 days, especially on weekends and holidays. That's so horrible, terrible.
I hate army guys. Not all but.. that guy in the bus traumatized me can. I'm not gonna elaborate further. I feel molested D:
Due to menses,
My face, is rotting D:
Kill me.
Disfigure me.
Make me a Man.
DD:
WR is finally coming to an end ! :D Woohoo!
But there's still OP and I&R. *taps myself on the shoulder*
Right. Geography students have been bombarded with 12 essays questions and that's cool! :D
Oh yea. I'm going for Interact Club's OCIP to India thought I'm not a Interact Member. Anyway, I guess it would be fun and enriching. I would buy spices as souvenir for you all. And Fym, your "bangies" :D
Looking forward to squeeze 4 person in a room :X
I'm so gonna miss that person. I love him! <3
You weren't there, you never were.
You weren't there, you let me fall.
But PW is always there D:
I didn't know that I would miss you so much.
You're definitely my brand of heroin. I guess I'll be addicted to you, forever (:
For all the things that never died, our love did.I finally said it.
Well, in life, there are always sacrifices that everyone has to make, big ones small ones. I cannot say that mine was a big sacrifice neither could I say it was a small one. It's up to you guys on how you view it.
These are the little things in
life that I have to forgo and move on isn't it? Maybe it's a very impactful incident for me now, but I'm
sure when I grow up and when I look back, it isn't worth any tears. Just regrets.
I regret knowing you. Yes. I even regret loving and trusting you.
But I don't feel sad neither do I feel angry when you message me. All I could feel is :
nostalgic. It's just missing the good old times that we had together. Laughing, talking about everything under the Sun, the experiencing the "feeling of love" again. But, it's not love.
But I'm sure, very sure, this feeling of " nostalgic " won't last. Cos' I've been through this before and though it hurts, I know it's better for me and you, and her too.
All the best for your exams, boy :D
What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me, all that I was meant to be?
What if our love, never went away?
What if it's lost behind, words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?